Guest post: Porn - You're Not the Only One
This is a guest post from author Angu
s Nelson about a topic many fathers struggle with, but few talk about.
Can you imagine sitting across from your children telling them youd failed them and mommy because of the fantasies youd concocted while getting carpal tunnel in front of the blue glow of a computer monitor?
These are the things no man would ever wish to endure... yet, that doesnt stop us from contributing to a $13 billion dollar enterprise called porn.
Its everywhere isnt it? No matter where you go, youre susceptible to viewing images that stimulate a very real and human nature. Worse yet, were designed to respond to it. How are we supposed to resist something so very... normal? Well, thats the problem. There are people in the world that thrive on manipulating you to fill their wallet.
If youre addicted to porn, heres what I know about you: You dont like yourself. You struggle with relationships. You have issues with stress, shame, and/or false expectations placed upon yourself or by others.
Im here to tell you, YOURE NOT THE ONLY ONE.
Porn cost me everything. I lost my marriage, my business, my passion, and drive due to this corrosive habit. I know what its like to struggle and fail... time and time again. Porn is a crappy habit to kick.
But here's the deal - the real question is not, "How do I stop?" The gut level question is, "What am I willing to do to stop?"
How you answer that question will determine how successful you'll be at quitting.
Here are some steps to consider for recovery:1. TALK about it with someone you trust
The more you can talk about it, the more you can heal. Just like a mold, if its left in the dark it will grow. Get this poison out into the light and address your need for accountability, confession, and forgiveness of self. Whether it's a friend, mentor, Pastor, or addiction group, find what you're comfortable with.2. Cut it off/Stop the bleeding
You can get as extreme as trashing your TV or computer. You can install software that filters web surfing or blocks images completely. You can dump your cable. Only you know whats going to work for you... but you HAVE TO BE REALLY HONEST WITH YOURSELF. Stop procrastinating and turn it off.3. Pound your brain with good stuff
So many times, our self-worth is turned to mush in the abuses of porn. We feel bad, do bad, then feel worse only to do worse... a never-ending cycle. This is an opportunity for you to dive in headlong into reading self-help type books. Exclude the entertainment that only serves to aggravate you: news, talk radio, or horror flicks - KEEP POSITIVE STUFF ON THE BRAIN.4. Search out your spiritual center
For me, my Christian faith helped me understand what God says about me, and I let that marinate in my brain. Since God loves me, I should love myself. Find the spiritual discipline that will help you understand your worth.
Keep it easy and achievable until youre ready for the next level. Once youre ready for that, there are resources you can explore - the internet is filled with help you can access.
You can start here with my story: http://angusnelson.com/2010/08/18/porn-recovery-my-part/The views expressed in this post do not necessarily reflect those of National Fatherhood Initiative.